Wednesday, 13 January 2010

I'm still alive and here's what I've been doing.


Oh dear, it has been a long time, hasn't it? Every week I keep thinking "this week I'll definitely post something" but it just hasn't happened. It's been a busy and strange few months. We've moved from London to Wiltshire in search of a new life away from city stresses... except it hasn't really worked out like that. First I struggled to find a job, and got rejection after rejection for jobs I was qualified for and had relevant experience in, and to be honest receiving so many rejections is absolutely soul-destroying after a while so I felt really rather poo. Then I did find a job, but it was in Oxford, which is about an hour's drive away through the most horrible traffic imaginable. Most days it's absolute gridlock. And I don't get home till around 7pm by which time I'm too exhausted to do very much.

So basically I sit in front of the TV knitting socks (which I'm churning out like a one-woman production line, by the way). About the only thing I seem to have any energy for is cooking, which I've been doing in copious and unhealthy amounts, hence my expanding waistline, but the recipe for the muffins in the photo above actually came from a Weightwatchers recipe book and I'll have to make sure I make more recipes like that if I don't want to end up the size of the house.

I seem to have lost my mojo for drawing and painting. Has anyone seen it anywhere? Please send it back if you do find it because I really miss it. I'm determined that one of these days I'll pick up a pencil again.

2 comments:

Denise said...

You'll find that mojo again. Sometimes it just hides and you have to wait patiently for it to reappear. Meantime, keep doing what you're doing.

Meg said...

I looked for a job for a really, really long time about 5+ years ago... only to find one that was even more soul destroying than the long search/rejection process. I only lasted a few months at that one until I couldn't take it anymore and started the long search again! Hang in there everything will fall into place again- and your mojo will come back. Knitting is good for the soul and if you have too- just post pictures of piles of socks! : )

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